11.30.2005

Girl... You'll be a woman, sooooooon!

The next year is gonna be my year! That old song, Girl, You’ll be a Woman Soon, will be succeed... Oh, yeah, I’m quite sure it’s gonna be! The next year I’m gonna set myself free from some attaches, I’m gonna be more me and these lines are not only new year’s thoughts and promises... These last days of 2005 proved me that something big is about to happen, at least for me. ”Don’t be afraid of being a woman, girl!”, that’s what is beating on my heart. No fears, for now...

Oh yeah, I’ll be leaving behind so many things... The between times are over, I’m about to live a new era! I’m passing tru the scary edge. I know many people have said to me I’m fucking crazy... For many things, I may be, however I had to be very reasonable to go on this... and raise another things.... Girl, You’ll be a Woman soon may carry on a dirty meaning, but, really, I haven’t thought about this meaning for now. There are many things I have to fix up in my life that this part become a bonus track!

I can’t believe that... It hurts, but it feels nice... It’s frightening, but refreshing... I don’t know what to think... problably you guys won’t take a word inside of it, because its about me and myself, no one else! I have to be selfish for a while whether I want to carry on this bullshit! Rs

I’m a little bit afraid of this self-made era! Anything new scare us, doesn’t it? This fear is for fighting for my own life, for being somebody in this big universe... let all my paralell universes behind... Not at all, but some of them, rs! I’m leaving to somewhere, where many people have gone, and there you become someone, whether good or not!
I’m going to somewhere, where I can stand up for myself and be helpful, useful, not only a bug...

I hope, you guys, can understand the fact I can’t tell you what I’ve been through. Sorry, but I’d rather count on myself... It’s hard, but I have to be hurt to be grown up... Oh, yeah, i’m still a child expecting for her next X-mas gift.... oh, yeah, I still need a call from someone else to set up things to me...

No strings attached, without leaving this country... Oh, yeah, this I can make sure: “I’ll travel abroad as a young kid...”... I still don’t know when it’s gonna be.... I need to release my demons right here to be grown... I guess that’s the pretty time to let them go away, to haunt someone else...

Girl, You’ll be a Woman Soon it’s been my theme for this year.... the following theme, I hope, it could change... It will...

I thank you all for supporting me, but... it’s a one o one! Rs rs rs rs!
2006, my year! My life, my dreams! All the haunted thoughts released!

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